“New Year, New Me”

“New year, new me” has always been the motto,
With everyone making their resolutions,
Yet nothing really seems to come to that conclusion
And all are left forgetting what they’d wished for.

Because it’s easy: making wishes, dreaming…
But working for one’s goals is never easy,
And thus, they set themselves up for the failure
Which leaves them feeling unaccomplished, guilty.

“New year, new me” cry superficial hashtags,
Behind them hiding the need for validation.
New year, new you… So, where’s your motivation?
Oh, right. It’s just a trend. A sad and passing—old—fad.

New year, same you—but only on the inside,
While time has trapped your body in its tight cage.
New year, new year… Careful, the clock is ticking
And all your deeds may leave you feeling empty…

– Patricia

2020

The clock’s struck midnight yet again
And we start counting one more time…
The 1st of January, a new day,
While fireworks paint the night sky.

It’s 2020… The hourglass
Keeps pouring heavy, golden sand
Onto our beings, night and day,
Little by little, grain by grain…

Until we’ll have to bid farewell,
Let’s just enjoy the present day…

– Patricia

When the Clock Strikes Midnight

Another year has come and gone,
The days have all passed, one by one,
The clock strikes midnight one more time,
Another year is ending.

I watch all colours paint the sky:
The fireworks—my lullaby,
While past and future then unite,
While I live in the moment.
 
Outside, the crowd cheers loudly but
Inside I only hear my thoughts,
And then the silence—disrupted by
A clock which then strikes midnight…

– Patricia