In My 20s

“I’m in my 20s and I don’t know
What I am doing with my life!”
I cry out in the endless storm,
As boisterous winds silence my cries.

I’m at a crossroads. Endless paths
Await ahead, to my left and right,
I can’t go back to how it was,
I need to choose. Time’s running out.

Others have long ago surpassed
Me, who awaits here, still confused,
Still undecided. Future, past
And present. What will I pursue…?

I must decide on who I am,
And find my own place in this world…
I’m scared of what awaits ahead,
Of the uncertainty of it all…

I wait and wait, the hourglass
Keeps pouring sand and never stops.
These years will pass and so will I…
The clock is ticking… My 20s… Only once…

– Patricia

2020

The clock’s struck midnight yet again
And we start counting one more time…
The 1st of January, a new day,
While fireworks paint the night sky.

It’s 2020… The hourglass
Keeps pouring heavy, golden sand
Onto our beings, night and day,
Little by little, grain by grain…

Until we’ll have to bid farewell,
Let’s just enjoy the present day…

– Patricia